I’ve made a persona, an imaginary bad ass chick who I look up to through difficult choices and dark times. she’s in my head to tell me to pick my shit up, and that I’m better than I think I am.
Her name is Alana (the name I wish I was given instead of Kelly), she is fiercely confident, dressed to kill, can flirt and makes guys fall in love with her. She still has a soft side, though, and isn’t afraid to be judged when she breaks down or need help. She goes after everything she wants and isn’t held back by all of my insecurities.
So yeah. Even just admitting this is kind of channeling her.